as immature and childish as it may seem, i can't bring myself to change my facebook status to "single".
it's like i somehow still live in a time where you and I are still together. every time i get on facebook and look over to the left and see "in a relationship with" it takes me back to a time when things were perfect. nothing else mattered, no one else mattered, we were in our own world. i remember we spent a whole day just laying in bed and clicking "stumble" on stumbleupon. i remember watching Martin alll day while you packed. i remember watching Mavericks playoff games together. i remember taking 3 hours to bake mud pies that should have only taken about 45 minutes to make. i remember using dish soap instead of dish washing detergent to wash dishes. i remember starving all damn day and making chicken quesadillas together. everything was so simple. i guess looking at the words "in a relationship with" is almost like looking through a photo album. remembering the times that i cherished. sometimes i hate that i remember feelings so vividly. i wish there was a delete button.
but i know it'll fade one day.